A n n e W a
l d m a n : K e e p i
n g T h e W o r l d S a f e F o r
P o e t r y
N a p a l m H e a l t h S p a : R e p o r t 2 0 1 5 :
S p e c i a l E d i t i
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BOBBIE LOUISE HAWKINS
Portrait
of Anne Waldman by Bobbie Louise Hawkins.
Remembering Gregory
Early
on Allen often did readings with his father, Gregory would sometimes sit in the
audience
and if he couldn’t hold himself
back, would yell at Mr. Ginsberg, “Get off the stage, you old fart. We
aren’t here to listen to you!! Let
Allen read!”
Allen
told him he wasn’t allowed to come to his readings unless he behaved himself.
Gregory
stopped yelling, but after every reading he would say, “I was good tonight,
wasn’t I,
Allen?”
And
Allen would say, “Yes, Gregory. You were good tonight.”
****
In
Amsterdam a group of us were
en-route to a park where there was a statue of a famous dead
Dutch
poet. Our plan was to mildly celebrate Michael and Joanna McClure’s anniversary
by sitting in the
shadow of the statue, drinking wine
in paper cups.
I
heard Gregory say, “…the missing noses of Greece.”
I
said, “The missing noses of Greece, Gregory?”
He
said, “Yeah. I’ve been to Greece. I saw all those statues. No noses. I was not
prepared for
that.”
At
the statue Gregory said to Michael, “I can draw a seven pointed star without
taking the pen off
the paper. You want to see it?”
Michael
said he did.
I
had a notebook and handed it over.
Gregory
slowly and carefully traced out a star with seven points.
Michael
said, “I can draw a twelve pointed star.”
Gregory
was excited by the possibility, said, “Do it.”
Michael
put the pen to the paper and without any kind of scheme zigzagged a
twelve-pointed star
onto the page.
Gregory
was freaking. “Not like that! That’s not the way to do it!”
Michael
just grinned and said, “You want to see a twenty point star?”
****
Bob
and I were fighting in Buffalo so I took off to stay a few days with Ellie Dorfman in
Cambridge.
Allen was to read that night at Harvard. He came by in the afternoon and Ellie
fed him. She
loved Allen.
The
next day Gregory arrived unexpectedly, late in the afternoon, fairly drunk,
with a lady
friend. The four of us, Ellie,
Gregory, the lady friend, and I, went walking and found ourselves at a
meeting of the Harvard Poetry Society,
a group of ten or so young men, well dressed, discussing poetry.
Gregory
attacked them. “So who do you like and can you quote them? Have you got them in
your
head?” And he began to quote Shelley,
pages of non-stop Shelley, delivered like a Gatling-Gun.
Imagine
being a (probably) well brought up young man, in a room where you felt
(probably)
secure, engaging in “culture”, and finding
yourself invaded by this rampant maniac bullying you with
Shelley.
All
afternoon there had been a problem: Gregory wanted to stay the night at
Ellie’s. She told him,
more than once, that there wasn’t
room because I was already in her guest room.
Gregory
thought we could solve the bed shortage by having a small orgy. Just the four of us.
No,
that really didn’t work for Ellie and me.
Then
Gregory told Ellie, “Allen said I could stay here. He said you’d put us up.”
I
thought, “Uh Oh!”
Long
pause, and Ellie said, “Well, it was very wrong of Allen to say that to
you.” Gregory said,
“What?”
Ellie
said, “It was very wrong of Allen to tell you you
could stay in my house.”
An
act of courage. I was so
impressed. Still am.
Gregory
and his lady friend left, grumbling, to go back to New York.
****
When
Basil Bunting read at the YMHA in New York he sat onstage at a small table for
his books
and papers, and with a nubile young
woman from the audience on a cushion at his feet, to pour his wine.
Afterwards
there was a party, the host hovered in front of the
refrigerator to be sure we all stayed
with only the wine and food that
was laid out.
I
was on the couch with Basil who was talking to a half-circle of people in
chairs. Gregory was
pacing behind them. He would walk the
length of the half-circle in one direction, his eyes on Basil, then
wheel and walk the other way, his
eyes on Basil. This lasted a while.
Basil
was talking in measured tones, an elegant man.
Gregory,
as always, was very like an Italian thug. Finally, he sat on the arm of the
couch to my
right, leaned around me, and said,
“Mr. Bunting, if you want to know what I’ve been doing for the last five
years, well, I haven’t been just
fucking off.”
He
said he had solved the Missing Link.
“There
are all these apes, and all they do is eat, just wander around, going
eat-eat-eat. And there
are all these plants, in those
days there weren’t any boy plants or girl plants, no seeds, no pollen, every
plant fucked itself. Botanists will
bear me out on this. Then the plants started to have seeds and pollen, and
here come the apes. They hit the seeds
and pollen and Boom! High apes. That’s the missing link! High
apes!”
****
At
Max’s Kansas City, someone rushed past calling to a woman who was just leaving,
“Annuncia!
Annuncia!”,
and Gregory said, “That’s my middle name, Annuncio. Gregorio
Annuncio Corso. The
Messenger,
The Proclamation, The Way.”
I
said, “Wow. That’s too much.”
He
said, sadly, “Yeah. It’s too much.”
****