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CLIFF FYMAN
Her
Her
opinions overpowered the expression of my opinions. So I was dominated.
Even
when I thought that she was wrong, her anger over-rode the expression of what I
thought to be the contrary. Basically she was suspicious to an
evil—. She suspected
schemes by people against her that didn't exist
in reality. Or did exist but
weren't as
dangerous as that. She had a highly developed nervous system. Someone else's
innuendo of negativity toward her she would
perceive as the start of a larger destructive
force.
But there's destructive potential in every
negative vibration. You got to be
able to
just brush aside the small stuff. But her mind magnified everything.
I
would think it would be a terrible blessing to live with a mind like that which
she
was given to live with.
To
have a mind like her mind I would think would be a terrible blessing.
On
the other hand to be given a heart that aches every day like mine does is
difficult as well.
January '82